Excruciating Pain: My Fight Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden sensation sprang behind my one eye. It was followed by rapid stabs, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then came back with increased intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-on pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically start with intense discomfort behind a single eye that lasts up to three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and men are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually start with sudden, excruciating pain around a single eye that peaks within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. I have the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of extended pain-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate discovered 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the number fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several causes, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often interpreted her attacks as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to organize life around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient healing texts propose bizarre treatments for what modern observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially recognised by global medical committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key artery that delivers blood to the head. Leading specialists in treating the condition note this.
In 1998, scientists released the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such advances, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple operations before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other common head pain conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which side do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. I remember calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring advisor talked me through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack eased.
Official guidelines on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which apparently soothes the bouts of well-known people.
But leading specialists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the bout dictates the treatment.” Short cycles with infrequent episodes are managed with acute therapy alone. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidance need revising to reflect a